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Some things about me.

1. I have no tolerance for bullshit.

2. I'm almost always in some kind of trouble with my parents.

3. My door's broken from slamming it and getting it taken so much.. Weird, I know.

4. I get told a lot that I look older than I am.

5. I'm above the influence now.

6. I'm proud of that ^

7. I'm not trying to hide my past.

8. I would rather you tell me the truth, whatever that might be.

9. I love lil wayne <3

10. I'm SO incredibly indecisive.

11. I'm lazy as hell.

12. I have pop-tarts under my bed at all times.. :p

13. I like buying stuff.

14. I can't cook whatsoever.

15. I like flicking lighters, haha.

16. I weighed 87 pounds in February...

17. Your first love affects the rest of your life in some way.

18. I miss modeling.

19. I miss cheerleading SO much.

20. I hate cleaning my room up.

21. It amazes me how much people can change in such little time.

22. I've done some stuff I'm not nessicarily proud of.

23. There's only one major thing I'd change from my past.

24. I could sleep for years.

25. I can be the biggest bitch in the world.

26. I need to stop letting people walk all over me.

27. I just started getting an idea of what I want to do when I graduate.

28. I'm addicted to my blackberry <3

29. I don't think I'm better than anyone else.

30. I don't laugh as much as I used to..

31. I miss the way some things used to be.

32. I drifted away from so many people in the last year and I'm trying to fix it now ; it's hard.

33. I don't hate anyone.

34. Some bitches are just stupid. 

35. I can rap to almost all of Nicki Minaj's raps.

36. I love adtr and mayday parade <3

37. There's only a handful of songs that can make me cry.

38. I'm really emotional sometimes.

39. I need to learn to stop talking sometimes.

40. I need to learn to let go.

41. My dad has a mustache hahahaha.

42. I work at sonic.

43. I was born in Jersey and I want to go back sometime within the next year.

44. I get judged a lot.

45. I've given up on a lot and it makes me sad.

ashdkasdjasdjsa;ld. sometimes i don't even know what to do anymore. everything's so confusing ; i say that so much. but sometimes i just want to sit and cry and give up... - that sounds so pathetic,  i know but frankly i don't care. people can only take so much before they reach their breaking point. i just keep looking forward and hoping.