it's almost here baby

i could seriously fall apart right now. i don't know what's happening to me. i sleep six or seven hours a day and i feel like i never sleep.

so what i don't get it why parent's always have to be in the middle of EVERYTHING. i mean i understand that they are the parental figure and they're supposed to watch out for us and help us out when we need it, and that's perfectly fine- but then you get to the point where they don't know when to back off and let you solve the problem for yourself. we have to learn from our mistakes or we're going to keep making the same mistakes. things that that tend to repeat when you don't learn.
- and when your parent sits there and gets in the middle of everything you do and asks SO many questions, and tell you what you need to do ; that's just akjsda;sjkd. if you want to tell them what's going on, that's YOUR choice. you don't have to tell them every little thing. it doesn't affect them, it's not their life. they're gonna worry, but that's what parents do. i mean, whatever happens to you affects the way you act sometimes- and that affects the people around you. but it doesn't directly impact their life. if you don't tell someone something, there's obviously a reason.
i mean, damn. i think i'm done for now.


today was asdjaslkdad. - it was too early to deal with anyone first block, i slept through my whole third block till the belll, and last block my teacher told my mom about me skipping friday. SO. but after school was betta' =]