and now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything

I hate thinking back on how much has changed and how much can't be the same anymore. But at the same time, it's a good thing. Things in your life go away and change so that newer things can happen. If everything in life went exactly how you wanted it too and nothing changed- everything was perfect ; you wouldn't have the 'thrill' of living. You'd already know what was going to happen. Things are always gonna change no matter how much you try and get them to stay the same. You can cry and wish all you want for this or for that- but just because you want it doesn't mean it's going to happen. And in the end, it's the memories of has beens that hurt the most. You can be sad over things that don't go as you want, but you can't let that control your life and how you act.

I know I did that for way too long.