I hate arguing. With such a great passion. It seems like I can never get away from it anymore. Whether it's my parents, or who knows - it's always there. My dad doesn't know when to stop. He has to keep pushing me and pushing me and getting the last word in. I'm supposed to learn from him and my mom, but he doesn't set a good example.. I really just want to be old enough to get out of here and to where they can't tell me what to do. I want out of Lugoff, I want to go someplace new. But I'd miss everyone too much. I don't even know what I want sometimes, anymore. Everything's so confusing and every decision I make, has so much else to think about behind it. Nothing's simple like it used to be. Nothing's easy.
All I want to do is sleep and eat. It's aksdkasjdj.
But whatever. I'm about to lay down, text, watch a movie and have some cheesecake.
More later. Maybe.
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