Fuck the bullshit

I hate having a good day and going to one class and it getting completely ruined. Not because of what class it is, but because of the way people act in there. I KNOW that I made some shitty choices last year and I wasn't the best person I could be.. but honestly I've been trying to change that. Apparently some people don't know when to let the past go. A mistake is something to learn from. No matter how many mistakes you make, as long as you can learn from those choices, there's a new future ahead of you. I'm not that person anymore. As soon as I had the realization that I was ruining my life as well as my reputation you can be damn sure I started to turn that shit around. Sorry that I haven't done anything to keep my name in your damn mouth this year. Actually no. Sorry I'm not sorry. Can you sit there and think of one thing I've done this year to encourage the reputation I had last year? No. 

Sure I go out on the weekends with my friends, drink a little drink, whatever. But some of the people you would never think go out, do the same exact thing. Who are you to judge my life? You don't know me, you don't know what I go through at home, or the hardships as wellll as rewards I have had put in my life. Don't make me out to be someone I'm not. 

Once you make a name/reputation for yourself I know that's the first thing people think of when they hear your name. Guess what. Talk is cheap. Things and people have the ability to change. It's just whether you take that opportunity and make the effort.

And also if you're in a relationship, act like it. You're lucky to have whoever it is you have in your life, and chances are- they feel the same way about you. But if you're gonna go fucking OR flirting around, you shouldn't be shocked at the consequences. And by the time you realize what you've been doing, it might be too late. Do you really want to take that chance?

Maybe I'm coming off a little hypocritical because I haven't always had the greatest relationships, but I realized mistakes I made after it was already too late.