idiots

Alright, love how you think its so cute to tweet about me and obvi think I wouldn't see it. You were wrong. I'm not the person you think I am, and there's probably more to the story. So why don't you take your little update and put it elsewhere before I do it for you.

ranting like a motherfucker

I love having those good, AMAZING days where everything just sort of falls into place. Everything works out in the end, and you just feel all happy inside. But I hate that whenever I have one of those great days, as soon as I come home it all goes to shit. Trying to have a rational conversation with my parents is like trying to drive through a brick wall. Sure you can try, but nothing's going to come from it except a lot of anger. I love the fact that my parents care enough about me that they want me to make the right choices in life, but after 16- going on 17 years, I know the main differences between right and wrong. And yes I motherfucking know that I still don't know everything and I'm still young, but I'm smart for my age. I'm not asking for anything major, I'm not asking to break any laws, I'm not asking for anything that is too hard to grant. 16 does seem young, I agree. But as soon as I'm in college and I'm 18 I'll be forced to make my own choices. If I don't have the opportunities to make the best decisions for me now, what's gonna happen when I don't have my parents there to hold my hand? I have to grow up eventually. You might see me as your little girl forever, but the truth is, I'm not going to be your little girl for much longer until I'm away from home at school and all moved out. 

My biggest pet peeve in the world is when I've been respectful when other people are talking and as soon as I'm starting to share my point of view- someone fucking interrupts me. FUCK NO. I cannot stand being interrupted whatsoever. If I'm nice about it and ask to share my point without interruptions and you're STILL interrupting because you think it's "cute", shit's gonna fucking go down. I get so frustrated. You want me to listen to you, you had better fucking listen to me.

Oh, just happened to see a picture on dat site Facebook and I think that the shirt you're wearing is nice and all.. it's just too bad that I was the original purchaser of the shirt.

Fuck the bullshit

I hate having a good day and going to one class and it getting completely ruined. Not because of what class it is, but because of the way people act in there. I KNOW that I made some shitty choices last year and I wasn't the best person I could be.. but honestly I've been trying to change that. Apparently some people don't know when to let the past go. A mistake is something to learn from. No matter how many mistakes you make, as long as you can learn from those choices, there's a new future ahead of you. I'm not that person anymore. As soon as I had the realization that I was ruining my life as well as my reputation you can be damn sure I started to turn that shit around. Sorry that I haven't done anything to keep my name in your damn mouth this year. Actually no. Sorry I'm not sorry. Can you sit there and think of one thing I've done this year to encourage the reputation I had last year? No. 

Sure I go out on the weekends with my friends, drink a little drink, whatever. But some of the people you would never think go out, do the same exact thing. Who are you to judge my life? You don't know me, you don't know what I go through at home, or the hardships as wellll as rewards I have had put in my life. Don't make me out to be someone I'm not. 

Once you make a name/reputation for yourself I know that's the first thing people think of when they hear your name. Guess what. Talk is cheap. Things and people have the ability to change. It's just whether you take that opportunity and make the effort.

And also if you're in a relationship, act like it. You're lucky to have whoever it is you have in your life, and chances are- they feel the same way about you. But if you're gonna go fucking OR flirting around, you shouldn't be shocked at the consequences. And by the time you realize what you've been doing, it might be too late. Do you really want to take that chance?

Maybe I'm coming off a little hypocritical because I haven't always had the greatest relationships, but I realized mistakes I made after it was already too late.