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i'm pretty sure you're gonna read this.
you should be HAPPY for me. it's not what you want, but if you want me to be happy- let me BE happy and make the choices that are going to make me the happiest in the end. you know if you were in my situation, months down the road- you would do it too. this is what I want. maybe not your choice, but be happy for me. i know what i'm getting into, but i also know how to handle myself. i've grown up and matured a lot in the past couple of months. it's my choice. i'm not asking you to be around it or like it, but at least support my decision. that would mean the world to me.