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i love this record baby, but i can't see straight anymore

Sometimes we are faced with a decision or choice to make. And you have to think through all your options and decide what the right choice is. Sometimes, that choice is an easy one to make- and others, it requires a lot because a lot of things will change with whatever choice you make. In the end, the choice might not have been the right one that you make- but it is YOUR choice to make and good things still might come from it.


Whenever you go through a relationship and two people break up, it changes you. Like the ways you act with other people. You can be hurt, among many things. And you can be scared for what might happen in the future. You might be scared to let people get close to you- past a certain point. But you can't let that keep you from being happy. Or from trying, realllly trying to be with someone. You have to give in and give it a try.


"Open your heart and your mind to me." - gaga.  

do you ever feel like a plastic bag?

So I have less than an hour until it's officially my birthday and everyone always has that one thing that they want for their birthday, right? Well the one thing I want, is out of my reach. It's one of those things I just can't have it seems like.You can wish and hope for something with everything you've got, but that doesn't mean you're going to end up getting it in the end. That's a life lesson right there.

You can never say never.

When you're put in a bad situation, aren't the people who truly care about you supposed to be the ones that are there for you the most? Family is the one thing that is always supposed to be there for you, no matter what.. and close friends are right behind that. That's the way I thought it was supposed to be. That those people help you through the tough times, and when you get past the situation- you get to be stronger as a person.

Sometimes enough is enough and everyone gets to that point where they can't keep doing the same things that they've been doing. You just have to decide what comes next.

Things are falling apart left and right. Sometimes the only thing to do is pray for things to get better.

you would do it too

So happy. <3
Birthday's in 10 days.- Get ready!

I really don't have a whole lot to say other than I love days like today.
Great weekend. I can't wait for : dance performance, my birthday, Christmas!


Be thankful for the good moments in life.

stupid stupid stupid

One confession.
I'm scared I'm gonna mess this up.


Sometimes you find something out and it's like a slap in the face. Hi, past two days. I'm so past emotionally tired. I'm slacking so bad. No makeup Tuesdays? Try no makeup alll week it seems. I need coffee so bad. Bring me coffee right now and I'll love you forever. Caramel mocha Java Chiller!